sometimes i feel like i want to end my life, cuz honestly im unlovable. im so annoying, im too needy and i keep on putting others before myself because i dont want anyone to hate me, but they still do. ive changed schools, ive changed my personality, ive changed everything, and i still want to die. idk if anyone can relate, but i hate my family, all they do is judge and shit. i find more comfort in the friends around me, but honestly i think they hate me. like for example, i have a best friend who i can tell everything to, but all they'll do is listen, give me a hug, and move on. though i love them as a friend so much, but sometimes its tough to talk to them. but overall, i want to die, but i dont want to leave the people i love behind, even if they dont give a fuck about me, i still care for them. i just need someone who makes me feel loved.