I feel like no one else relates with me on this, but I don't care for my family as much as society says I should. Not that all of my family are necessarily terrible, awful people- it just feels like the older I get, the more I realize what type of people they really are. My mom recently had a new baby, almost 1 year old now... But I wasn't excited for this new sibling. Infact, I was upset. And I feel terrible that I can't love and bond with them like my mother wants me to. I am 16 years older than them, and by the time they'll be able to walk and talk I'll likely have my own house and job. How could I grow close with them? I'm not a fan of kids and I'm not good with babies... To be honest, I don't want to interact with any of my family at all. Why? They almost feel more like burdens to me rather than people who brighten my day. And I hate myself for thinking that way, and I know how awful that sounds. It feels like something is wrong with me.