I don't understand what I'm doing anymore. I'm going into college in the fall. I have a hippy amazing mother. I'm (F) and I have an amazing boyfriend of almost 1 yr and a half. On graduation I had a slumber party and my mother just cried the whole time and you would assume it would be an "awe graduation" cry but it was literally her crying and screaming at me about stuff with the house while I'm in college saying it's my priority to come and clean the house, while I have vet majors, psyche electives, campus and off campus jobs!! She really makes me want to get out of the house, away from her, away from everyone and isolate myself till my time is up. She's won, I can't even get my life together snd I'm handicapped by her dangling my college life, my car, and my source of a job in front of my eyes while standing at the edge of a cliff. I have to play by her rules to be okay in the end of the day.