I feel so incredibly useless, my disabilities keep me from being as witted and as quick as i was a few years ago and i hate how people can tell that my mental health has deteriorated in such a way that makes me unable to function like the average person. Im rewriting this so many times because no matter how many times I do it never sounds right. No one talks about the memory loss of cptsd and other mental illnesses and its become such a hard task to tackle, i feel like a former shell of myself not being able to even explain my interests without finding myself at a loss for words. its so scary feeling your brain try its hardest to articulate what you want to say while you cant find anything. i used to be such a smart kid.
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