I have never loathed someones existence as much as i do this one girl, she told people im a zoophile and said i lied about my rape simply because she doesn’t like me and we butted heads a few years ago, she sought out the man who raped me to get with and only reached out to give me a half assed apology only after she was cheated on starting with “ im not apologizing for everything..” and ending with “if you have proof you can show me if you want.” like no, i blocked you on every social platform i could find you on and the only reason you could contact me was through your boyfriends number, i don't have to prove the blood on my rapists fingers to you. all i see are connections through people i know to her and i hate every aspect of it, im not sure if i should just cut off those people who are willingly complicit so i can heal or just suck it up and save face. im so tired of feeling so incredibly alone.