I guess I have no friends, my social skills are in the negative. I know that's not that bad, I know I ought to simply distract myself. I deleted all social media because no one ever contacted me. Yet, this is better than it was last year. I know if anything happens in my life, I'd have no one to tell. No one would care. Not even I will. I'd have to experience everything alone and figure everything out alone. I don't know how I'll ever build empathy. Even you guys, who are reading this, I doubt you'd like me in real life. I wonder for how long I can live in fantasy before I really ought to deal with reality, but I won't worry about this for now.