I have been antisocial and had social anxiety for the longest, I just became hopeful to go out and meet new people with hopes I can gain a meaningful friendship with substance but then yesterday my whole face broke out in a rash, literally my entire face, today it’s still here this is so disappointing, I have no idea where it came from. I feel ugly but I have therapy tomorrow so I guess I’ll talk more about this stuff there. I just want to belong somewhere and feel valued. I wish I had a good friend. Just 1 I don’t need much :( just a really good bestfriend like how I use to be to others before they forsaked me when I moved to a different country for college. Tried my best to stay in contact but they didn’t care about me..