My bf broke up with me recently bc he lost feelings. He kept trying to talk to me in school and text me but I cried every time. Thursday was the end of freshman year and I texted him I miss him (he was across the room in study hall in CAF bc most people left school early) he motioned for me to come over twice and I denied. I check my phone and he texted he missed me too, between that and the music I started crying. He came over and asked if I was okay and I hid my face, he asked if I wanted a hug and I said no bc I knew it would make it worse. He leaves and goes back to talking with one of the sophomores. My friend comes over and hugs me and I start loudly sobbing in the quiet ass room and he's looking at me and so is my friends boyfriend. My friend and he boyfriend (we've all been friends for years) had to help me calm down. I regret not accepting the hug from him then, I wish I did so badly. I miss him so much it hurts, I want him to love me back and I know he doesn't. I miss my baby