im at my lowest point in life i cant do anything,my life is so shitty,i get bullied,people at school put stolen things in my bag and make me look like a thief just so i can get beated up after school,i always sit alone in class aswell ,i get called weirdo,ugly and get reminded of the people i need to give money to since they think im the one i stole their things,my grades are incredibly low,this year i will have to repeat it,atleast thank god im a year younger in class right now(they keep nagging about my age too..),my teachers are always scloding me for sleeping in class or staying in the bathroom too long,while im just there in the bathroom,locked ,crying quitly.my parents are divorced,my dad is on his 7th wife now,he lives in spain right now,and never texts me,he only sends me a sticker on whatsapp during newyear,and forgets about my birthday,my mom,she burns my skin as punishment whenever shes mad,i feel like always cutting myself and commiting suicide,but im a coward.