Rant #4162

i cant help it anymore , i want to end my life , nothing seems worth it anymore , i wake up every single day with no energy to do anything , putting on a fake face so no one worries about me going on stupid fucking vent apps bc i cant talk to anyone but i computer how sad does that make me? everything is just my fault to everyone , im jst tryna survive so if im annoying thats why , if im too quiet thats why its bc i dont have the energy to live anymore