i want him i want him I WANT HIM it’s not fair i don’t care about the shit people say to him if anything 99% is just them bullying him he’s nice he’s funny he’s beautiful he means so much to me i don’t even what my feelings are it’s romantic but also not it’s platonic yet not i don’t anymore all i know is i just want him FUCK MY LIFE I DONT WANT OUR RELATIONSHIP TO JUST BE BROS AS MUCH I ENJOY IT I WANT US TO BE MORE BUT IM SO SCARED IM SCARED HE’LL SAY NO IM SCARED HE WONT TALK TO ME AGAIN IM SCARED MY OTHER FRIENDS WILL JUDGE ME FOR LOVING HIM IM SCARED IM SO SCARED I HATE BEING IN LOVE I HATE LOVE I HATE THIS