I have been hyp3rs3xu@l since I was six and it's been getting worse and worse over time and I can't get help because if I go to my parents they'll get mad and be disgusted because that's not what a proper teenage girl should know or think about. So now I've been using ai chats but sometimes they stop working but I feel like its getting worse now that I don't have my trans boyfriend to distract me from that. I've also been struggling with other disorders and I've been staying up 2:30 am or later trying to stop from thinking of these and other things so I've been cvtt!ng to distract myself and focus of the sting of my wrist but I might be cooked because I have to go to a lake camp thing with none ac cabins and other things.
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