I feel frustrated because some days my family gets along perfectly fine, and others, they will seemingly be pissed off for no good reason. I never feel like I can say what I really want about the situation without being met with anger or offense, and that makes me feel really alone. Adding to that, I feel guilty for wanting to talk to someone about any of that because I feel like I owe a lot to my parents, and I genuinely do love and care about them. They try their best, as far as I can tell. I have to go on a trip with them soon, because we booked plane tickets months ago, and can't back out now. I am really dreading even going to the airport, let alone the plane. I want to have fun on the trip, I really do, but I can't help but wanna cry in advance.