i’m trying so hard not to cry rn, my sister is moving tomorrow and recently she’s been the only one of my siblings that i feel comfortable being honest around, i’ve told her my songs and those are fucking SACRED to me, when i told her them she was calm and tried helping me to be able to release them instead of questioning all the lyrics. i’m not ready for her to leave and i know she’s in pain and i don’t know how to bring it up to her, i don’t want her to move and leave me in this shithole i have to call home with my evil parents and siblings who’ll 9 out of 10 times will choose anyone over me