ok so I had this crush for like… the whole year. I’ve been trying to get over him bc I know he doesn’t like me. He likes white girls. I am Asian. And I just can’t help but feel jealous because I’m not even what people think of first when they think Asian. I have tanned skin and most Asians people think about are pale. He’s been ignoring me for weeks. It’s been a month now. We used to talk and people would ship us together bc we had the same interests and I just miss talking to him. He was really nice to me especially. Anyways I really just miss him. I miss what we could’ve had and I recognize him everywhere. I’ve been trying to move on but I just can’t. His absence haunts me. He’s the only genuine crush I’ve ever had and I don’t know how to deal with this.