I'm such a lonely person and it's sad because I thought the level of loneliness I experience was normal for a majority of my life and it wasn't until last year that I found out it's not. I am not physically alone. I know people I can talk to but it's not many. I don't know what not feeling lonely is like. Feeling alone and being alone are two different things. I feel alone. I don't feel like I have people who understand me on a deeper level, a level that I am not sure is realistic or possible. It's such a sad way to feel and I wish I didn't feel this way anymore.