You ever feel like everything is going so well for u, you got good experiences lined up, new friends, more reconnection with ppl you used to love being around, etc. And then it just like makes you stop being able to function because too many things are going on at once and you sort of just collapse as a person. You don't know what to do, how to act, everything just is getting as bad as it used to be (cough cough middle school (except now its not middle school. And infact its closer to a midlife crisis than middle school)). And you can't even tell anyone around you because you have literally no idea where to start and if you start then youre worried that it'll never be able to be picked up. Or is that just me.