I’m in love with my best friend and we’ve talked time and time again about it. She has feelings for me too but we can’t do anything about it because she’s not comfortable coming out and she has so much to deal with and neither of us are in the headspace for a relationship anyways. But I just love her so much. I know it’s supposed to be like I don’t need anything from her but I just long for her. And she’s just a girl. But I just long for her and I just wish she felt the same because she has feelings but she just doesn’t care as much as me in the way that I do. I just love her so much. And she’s the one I talk to about anything. But I just can’t keep saying the same “I love you and it hurts” stuff because she tells me to be happy and just feel my feelings but i’m just in so much pain. I miss her even now. But she just doesn’t care as much and I know that’s okay I just love her so much and It’s so fucking painful.