I have issues with gooning/getting off and it makes me feel disgusting after I do it and I can't keep it inside much longer as a mid teenager I'd get off to fanfics involving characters around my age never much younger and I feel awful for it now that I'm 18 I feel like a creep, a pervert and a predator even though I'm not I was experimenting and I just wanted to make myself not asexual anymore cause I thought that meant I was broken so to speak.. I just needed to vent this out I'm sorry to people who see this and are disgusted with me I'm disgusted with as well...
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