Random thoughts. Is it so wrong that I was a huge gamer. I mean it's all I ever knew because parents partied and got high drunk and left me hanging with video games. Come later in life ok get told "you played games too much". Wtf did you expect it's all I ever knew (not entirely of course but it became an addiction) and all you people did was stay high drunk , party etc. So tell me how that's my fault? Didn't want me to game you could have easily took it away or hid the power cords. It's not like I never went outside. It didn't completely define my early childhood I had plenty outside adventures/experiences fyi. Still that crap wasn't my fault. Yeah I know time can't be undone. There were times I didn't have a lot of friends so yeah id turn to that. It was an escape as well from a raging druggie drunk of a parent. So. I can't help how things went.y family is bad to bring up things of the past. Like I said that stuff didn't define me. So whatever I guess. We all survive best way we can.