I want to break up with my boyfriend, but I've been with him for two years and he's convinced we're gonna spend the rest of our lives together, but I'm just not physically attracted to him anymore. I'm also being bullied by girls from high school and I want to transfer schools because I'm currently at an in-state college and I see everyone all the time I am so lonely and don't have any friends I wanna transfer schools but I know I can't. I just wanna leave this place forever and just start my life over. I hate how my body looks, and I can't get my stupid self to stick to a plan to get skinny. All I want is friends and to be confident and to have a boyfriend who I like, but he's so sweet and nice to me that there's no reason to break up with him. I'm so unmotivated all the time and I'm not even close with my family and my dog is struggling with seizures and that stresses me out and I feel like my whole life is just going to shit and I need to start over.