Like a month or two ago I recently started liking someone new after finally getting over someone that I was infatuated with for over a year. The relationship I had with that girl was one-sided and very unhealthy. I didn't realise that it was, but I'm glad I eventually did and apologised. She had rejected me multiple times and it was difficult for me to cope after she did because I find myself being codependant on people. My relationship with the person I like right now is fine, but I'm worried that I'll lose control over myself again. I've recently been really anxious about how she might react if I confess because I would feel absolutely crushed if I finally moved on from a rejection but then get rejected again. The worst part is- I'm still quite young. I shouldn't be worrying about this, but I can't help it. Seeing others be favoured while I'm over here really hurts after a while.