I'm sick of having to deal with the problems my family causes every day, and that's the biggest mistake of their lives. It's also because my sister doesn't listen to me or understand me at all. Think about it: I live in a hostel that’s a 12-hour trip away, and you can only get there by changing modes of transportation. Now I’m coming there for a two-month vacation and bringing only a few clothes, and my sister and I are the same size, and I only brought her the clothes she doesn’t even wear, but I’m still getting an earful. And she can do this every day, but when I told her today for the first time not to give me the Vaseline, my mom tells me, “You eat this Vaseline.” Oh my god, even though she’s been so mean, she still wears my shoes and goes to practice every day, and yet I’m the one who’s to blame? No, they think I’m completely crazy. Don’t give the wrong answers, study, don’t be a top student—you haven’t achieved anything in your life so far. Oh, do you think I’d give up my life at 19?