why isnt he satisfied? what did i do so wrong to him that he needed to admit he wasnt satisfied with our relationship? i feel like i am a disease to him, i feel as if i am nothing to him anymore, i try to spend time with him the way that i want to but then he goes and gets all upset about it when i am just trying to make it better. i even let him vent to me when my life is complete shit right now, i even put my own feelings aside so he can be upset at me, and i go to listen and he doesnt even want to talk to me about it. fine whatever. am i not good enough for him? does he not realize that i am upset with him more than half of the time? i cant even make new friends without him getting pissed off at them. i am not satisified with our relationship yet i still fucking make it work no matter how much of a baby ass bitch you are being all of the fucking time. fuck you dude. i love you over the world yet you pull this shit? i fucking hate you sometimes. why do i do this to myself