I love my family. My mom and my brother love me. But sometimes it feels like im alone in my family. Im a part of an immigrant family, and my mom, my uncles family , and aunts family can all speak their native language. Im the only one in the family who cant understand it. They speak it constantly in social gatherings. I know they don't mean to isolate me intentionally, but I cant stand it. Ill never know what they're truly saying. I tried telling my brother and my mom about this, and my brother said it was selfish of me to want them to speak English. Yeah, I know, that's why I haven't told anyone about it. Thats why I just let it happen. I don't want them to be forced to speak English just for me. But it still hurts. I have a bad self image in terms of wanting to be included, and belonging, and I wonder if it's because I grew up with these feelings. Sometimes it feels like my family doesn't care, but I know they do. But its still hard. I want them to tell me they care. But I cant ask