CW:bad grammar,cringe Hi,I’ll call myself ‘clown girl’ because that’s what everyone sees me as,Ever since I was a toddler everyone always laughed at my accent and the way I would say things,it was hard for me to speak both English and Spanish but no one cared because..why the hell would they?,and so I stopped talking until now,I’m now 16,I missed talking because I’m now interested in philosophy,theories,emotional deep talks,and more but no one else does because they are just so boring!,And I don’t feel bad saying that because I swear if anyone UNDERSTOOD what they made me feel,they would understand why I say they are boring,anyways I recently started talking to my family loudly and ‘annoyingly’ a lot (I mainly only talk at school but school just ended..so i’m fucked.),my mom has LOVED ‘JOKING’ about how I sound like a broken parrot,Never shut the fuck up,am annoying,and how “before,I wanted her to talk now I just want her to be quiet”,WOW THANKS! Now she is complaining I became quiet