I lowkey don't know what to do anymore. My mental health isn't good rn because of my family. When I try to tell my family I feel like they just don't listen? And when I repel my emotions and eventually explode I'm the problem!! I don't know what to do anymore. They keep taking me to dumb doctors I don't want to go to for my eating disorder, and no it's not a mental doctor. I JUST WANT THEM TO LISTEN they DONT all the shit I complain about I ALREADY SAID I ALREADY DID. Ugh seriously I'm just annoyed. I feel like I have zero people to talk to becausr I don't want to burden my friends this isn't their fault. Im not like this with them. I'm really not. Now days I rather go to school. Like WTF who should be thinking that?? I just want to let go of this anger it's not good for me. But I can't tell them so I'm telling strangers online. Seriously they don't care about me. Today ill be honest I had a melt down and went to the doctor with my dad. What fucking ever man. I want to change.