I’m so done with romantic relationships and attachments. Everybody b just fcking one another then ghosting. Hookup culture ruined a lot. Men and women left and right are spewing toxic messages and conditioning one another to manipulate and abuse others. I can’t find a single man who isn’t untouched by the manosphere koolaid. I can’t find one person to connect my soul with. Not after what you did to me Ben. I no longer trust men anymore. I no longer want a committed relationship or any romantic attachments after you strung me along for months. I no longer care about listening to another man’s problems or being there for support after you fumbled me and shattered my heart. I now have to get myself high in order for me to not think about you. Even that doesn’t work as it used to. I now have to watch those videos warning about toxic men and I cried myself to sleep once again. Out of all your lies, I Love You was the most favorite one of them all. Go and stay with Toni. Bastard.