I’m so close to ending my life. Everyone I know moved on. Financial stability is shit rn for me. My heart is broken because of a married man who lied about being single. I can’t find something to do with myself. I can’t buy a house to leave my family that is dysfunctional. I have a shitty mental health phase rn. Idk what’s the purpose of this life if all I have are disappointments and betrayals. I don’t understand why tf spiritual gurus say others have it worse so be grateful or good vibes only or GOD is preparing you for your best season yet or you chose this life before you were born. Idk what’s his plan for me when the man I fell in love with suddenly revealed oh I’m still married btw and idk what’s I want only to leave me alone in a world of creeps and selfish men while he gets to have soulmates and a fairytale ending. I’m so fucked feom love and men approaching only for them to discard you like fucking trash. This is all thanks to you. I wish I never met you.