Hey, so recently i got a boyfriend and i love him with my whole heart. I love him more than anything but i am not as lovable. I do sh when the slightest thing goes wrong or when i overthink a situation so much until my head hurts. So ive texted him multiple times today about how much i love him and how much i miss him and he hasnt replied to the "ilysmmm" messages and has just read them, or when i texted him about how greatful i was for having him, he didnt even reply. And now im overthinking that hes already lost interest and that im too much to handle and that im annoying and shit yea, so that spiralled into self harm but this time i carved out a nice "i love you" into my forearm and under that a "love me back" and now i feel guilty and im crying. Idk im sorry for bothering :(