i sold my body for drugs. multiple times. i’m only 15 but i did it when i was 14. i feel so disgusting but i’m too deep in my addiction to stop. i can’t even look at myself in the mirror naked anymore, but being sober is worse and i can’t afford it. i tried fent for the first time last week. i don’t know what’s happening with me. i just miss how i was before everything.
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