I feel souless, we ended things about a week ago, and i've been crying nonstop about it, it hurts like hell and i wish i was this bad dead, hehelped me confront my parents and rebel them to get out of this house and go stay out late nights and enjoy my 21s. Even with that my parents couldn't accept it, made me again their dog, a never ending cycle, i just stay home all day, doing nothing, over spending money online, because thats the only thing i can do, if i go outside it's always we're coming too, if i'm going with friends it's always let me drive you off and see them. I hate them, i can never get peace and after all that they tell me we give you everything, but i clearly do not want all this, i want one thing, one simple thing... I lost my half, my person of love, my soulmate, my daily routine for that. It was going to be 2 years we met and still haven't slept together in a bed all night. I did everything i could of done, even with that i feel like it wasnt enough for him...