FYI relative/s I matter just as much you do, even though you treated me like I didn't/don't. And they'll act like you didn't say that. Um you did in how you treated me. Crappy tones, attitudes, exclusion from family outings then smearing it in my face. But yet you'll whine n complain if it's you on the receiving end of how you treated me. WTF I mean really. Why simply why do people act this way? Id prefer you didn't live in my head rent free. It's hard to let this crap go because I was so undeserving of it. Theres lots more they did to me I won't mention though. I honestly thought they had my back. Never thought as blood family they'd put a knife in it metaphorically speaking. I still know I matter as much as you or anyone else regardless what you did to me.