I worry that all I am doing isn't enough. I put so much effort into my schoolwork, projects, presentations and tests, that I forget to priortize me. I'm up at 4am panicing about not sleeping, that I forgot to sleep and now I can't get even get to school. I'm scared that others may suceed or surpass my grades and surpass what I do. I try and base my self-worth on the other parts of me and what I can do, but I always resort back to basing it off of what I do at school. I have so much shit to finish, and so much things to prepare for, and since I'm me I have to do it over the top, 110% of my effort. Then it leads me pushing past my limits. And to think, the things I do NOW, may not even account to anything in the future. Is this even worth it? I just want someone to hear me, and to listen. I know my problems dont even compare to someone dealing with things like hunger, but I just want someone to hear me. I don't know. I've reached past the stars, and now I'm falling...