Everybody's friend no one's favorite. Floater friend here. I always seem to adjust my personality around different friend groups that die out within a month. Recently someone's been taking my friend group away and made rumors about me. Even one of my really close friends started to make fun of me and now my trust issues have become stronger than before. The fact that they're in school and id have to see them everyday pisses me off and I want a break from them, but I'd be alone. I can't even trust my parents because I know they'd tell their friends about it. They'd always tell me to toughen up but atp I need therapy badly. I've experienced this my whole entire life and alll I want is a true friend. I haven't contacted some of my day ones for so long that I think they forgot about me. I just wish to disappear and restart my life. I'm tired of being nice and I snap at people sometimes. The only way I cope with this is by deleting social apps and have an account where no one follows me.