I love my friends. They always come to me though when they're feeling depressed or anxious or suicidal and I can't take it anymore. I have severe trauma relating to suicide and I can't keep handling these types of scenarios but I can't ask them to stop otherwise I might make it worse. I hate it and I hate myself. My anxiety always spikes too and then I spiral and feel shitty for a very long time.
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