I am in a concerningly obsessive amount of love with one of my closest friends. I adore and love him more than anything on this earth and i am physically incapable of telling him no i fear. Hes such an amazing person and he has way 2 much hes already dealing with to have 2 deal w/ my insane ass obsession ontop of it. But god i just adore him i adore him so much and it hurts because it'll never go anywhere for me. He's such a wonderful amazing person and im just a stupid ass suicidal idiot that can never be good enough for someone as amazing as him and it sucks.