I hate myself so much bro I want to get s/a'd and idj why and I want to kill people so much and I keep being touched weirdly by family, I had a blade and every time I open my kandi box I just smell something rotten. I also had a friend who stole my money and isolated me and abused me and I didn't realize it and I lived them so much and they acted like I didn't exist and around Christmas they didn't wanna be my friend any more BC I "was to clingy witch is bs.