I feel like I’m throwing all my money away. I’m on the way to becoming financially independent from my parents but I just went to an event I was looking for and I KNOW it isn’t the end of the world but I overdrew my savings account by 10 dollars. I just calculated how much I spent on the event overall and it was fucking exorbitant. I had so much fun, I bought things that I’ll use, but that 10 dollars is itching at the back of my mind like a constant flag of WOW! LOOK AT THIS FUCKING IDIOT WHO CANT KEEP THEIR WALLET IN THEIR POCKET! Not to mention this is the second month in a row I’ve done this (I feel less bad about that one because of unexpected events leading up to it. Obviously it’s still gut wrenching to think about) and I just feel like a goddamn idiot! I swear I’m not going to do anything this month to make up for how much I spent on this. I feel so ashamed of myself and GOD I cannot tell my parents. I’m such a disappointment.