sometimes i get jealous of my boyfriend for having friends that want to hangout and play games with him because i don't have that- and i never really have except for him. i have never had like a best friend that i felt like i could talk to about anything, he is my best friend but i've always wanted like a girlfriend i could rant to about things maybe i cant to my boyfriend. lately this feeling has gotten worse and obviously me and him talk but it feels like sometimes he makes less time for me. he has been playing with his friends more often- like we used to call all day and now he has been playing games with his friends and when i really think about it i just wish i had something like that. of course i have friends, but i never play games with them and i never call them or hangout. its partially my fault because i never ask but like his friends always ask him, like his friends WANT to talk to him and i just don't have that. i also have bad social anxiety so i don't think i'll have that