My dad made dinner not too long ago and i didn’t some out of my room for a bit bc im struggling with mental health and I was just sitting there and my mom yelled at me to go get food and she sounded mad and it’s like ok damn sorry but I was just sitting here trying not to cry and wanting to relapse and commit and you’re fucking yelling at me (this is starting to be normal tbh) and I went out there rubbing my eyes like crazy before stepping into the hallway I got away with throwing away like half with no questions tho bc my dad didn’t see how much I was throwing away