I'm so overwhelmed, last mocks of year 10 coming up that my scores that I get will go to my future college, I can't revise without my mind being blown, My mom's gone on holiday for about 1-2 months so my dad's been making me clean the whole house, do everything, blame me for stuff I didn't do. It gets on my nerves. I'm already doing so bad on tests and I'm worried for my actual exams and stressed out that I'm starting to get pimples again even though I literally went a year without having them. Tomorrow we are going to my cousins house to celebrate our second Eid I am so excited to see after so long because I missed her. My dad was on the phone to my aunt to discuss about my other cousin coming then he revealed something to her that just ruined my mood. For the 5th time he's re married to someone else whilst still married to my mom. He's using the Qu'ran as an excuse saying no one else knows etc. it's getting on my nerves and I feel bad for my mom plus I barely get to see my cousins.