I recently moved out from my toxic mother and her manchild boyfriend and idk how to deal with it. Somehow it feels like nothing has changed but things are definitely different because I have a lot more freedom of peace. It's just settling in how little support I had gotten the last few years because of how litte changed but also how suffocating it was. And now it's all over and it doesn't feel real but it feels like she's still on my shoulder all the time? And now that it's "over" it feels like nothing ever happened. I have nothing to show for all the years of abuse I went through, she never got punished for it or even realised what she did was wrong. I don't know what to do, how to feel. I just want to curl up and cry but also not do that to spite her and show her I don't need her. I don't need her but I'd still like to a mum? But she isn't that person for me. Idk how to live like this and my friend warned me about this and told me to push through and keep going. Idk what to do