I never feel like I am enough. Even when life got better after a rough childhood of fitting out and always being the problem child when I was only autistic and they didn't realize until later on and apologized. I still don't feel like I am enough. And that I am too much or too annoying. That I am too clumsy. And that I am too sensitive. I even especially get hurt when I tell my parents I want to go with them even just to the grocery store so I can get out of the house and I get ready to go because they said I could and once I look out the front door they are already gone and left me behind again. This has happened over 87 times. But then when they get upset with me for hovering over them when we are getting ready to leave because I am scared they will leave me behind again. Because they don't care about the fact that I don't get enough time out of the house besides school and they think it isn't their problem. I hate that I'm not enough, and I guess I never will be.