I wish they would get it I have to be perfect all the time but they didn’t see me in the kitchen about to cry bc I wanted to commit and my friend couldn’t call and I had to wash the dishes so I had access to knives but i couldn’t leave and stop bc I was scared I’ll get yelled at I wish she could see that I’m starting to be scared of her now and don’t trust her bc when I tell her stuff that means losing my control I wish he could see how much I’m struggling I wish they could see that I’m still struggling and lying to them bc I’m scared I wish they would actually get it and not push and make it worse
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