20 Years: 20 years ago, when I was 18 and in my first quarter of college, I was visiting my boyfriend, who was a couple of years younger (turning 17). He had 2 foster brothers and 1 real brother who lived in the same house. They all stayed in a downstairs room and had their beds pushed together. One day, we all piled onto the bed and watched a movie (I was lying between my boyfriend and his brother). We were all falling asleep, and I remember my boyfriend turning off the TV. I remember waking up and feeling a hand on my hip, and I heard someone say something in my ear, either don't say anything or make a sound. I realized it was my boyfriend's 14-year-old brother. He continued to touch me and eventually penetrated me. I wasn't attracted to him like that, but for some reason, I didn't stop him. I didn't know that was what he was going to do. After this, he continued to blackmail me (nothing sexual that I remember), and I eventually parted ways with my bf after. Ashamed.