I’m so sick of my friend. It’s been building up for a long time. I can barely stand her anymore. She’s just so uncommunicative, she won’t tell me when she’s upset, she won’t talk about anything serious with me. I feel like I’m her mother or something, that Im just supposed to know when she’s upset and what’s upset her, because she’s too immature to ever tell me herself. And I feel like she only wants me around when I’m being funny. She doesn’t care about my issues, if they’re difficult for her. If I need a friend, I can never go to her, I am only good to be around when I’m telling jokes. I am beginning to hate her. I can see it in her face, she thinks she’s superior by refusing to engage with anything I say, like talking to a friend about my problems is a moral failing. But I need a friend to listen to me. I need someone I love to hear me. Im looking back, and I actually don’t know if she’s ever been a friend to me. I’m tired of her. I feel bad for saying this, but I hate her.