i dont mean this in a dramatic sense or anything but im tired man. im tired of holding myself up day after day struggling to have perfect psoture. always fixing my hair. sometimes losing it getting distracted and then having shit posture and always and i quote being called chud, loser, not wroth my time and only for my self presevation not yours i dont care about you. I hate my fat on my face even though im 13% body fat. I hate my fat so mcuh i wish it would go away. I hate my life i always try to be perect but theres always smth that I can be doing better. I just cant stop thinking 24/7 alwys thinking i just need rest im so so tired i hate this. I need somebody please I just want somebody to hug i dont evne know how to cry anymore please
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