Hi. My names- well that defeats the purpose of this! I’m not good at these sort of things, but i’ve been holding this in for a while. I love all of my friends but i feel and know i put way more effort towards everyone than anyone gives back to me. Which is fine, but it still hurts. No one owes me anything. My best friend cut me off a month or two ago. I don’t know why. I always gave everything i could to be a good friend. I don’t think i’m a great person at all. But this time a year ago i was way worse. I’ve changed myself so much so i can be more bearable to others yet i get nothing in return. He would always say negative things about me in front of people who disliked me, and other things. My life just feels like it’s at another low, where people usually leave me. And i have a lot of other things going on, my father just got out of jail, uhhh I’m running out of space so i’ll end it with this. I like my life and the people in it, but sometimes i just wanna die, or leave everyone.