I don’t what to really say, but I’ve been feeling so miserable I don’t feel like I have anyone to talk to or in general at all, I mean I sit with a group of friends but I don’t fit in I’m quiet and never know what to say it’s like I’m nonverbal even though I can speak I feel so out of life. I feel so lonely I’m not invited anywhere and I get sent snaps and my friends are all hanging out together but I’m never invited and they always tell me “we should hang out more” just stuff like that but I don’t see them ever reaching out not even once, I’ve been going through a lot and my friends dump so much drama on me it makes my MH worse and I feel like I just don’t have what I need I feel like no one would miss me even if I was gone. Sometimes I know they care but I don’t feel like I belong anywhere even with family I feel like I’m just not where I belong and feel like I don’t really want to live I know this is a lot I’m so sorry but I just have a lot on my mind at the moment.